I am just a man who has lost loved ones. Most recently, my dad on January 1, 2016. I lost three of the five biggest influences in my life. It took me a long time to learn to cope with their deaths. I am a quiet person, who doesn't say the things I should sometimes. I have tried to go through life without regrets, but it seems every regret I have is about something I wish I could have said in their living years. I am learning slowly, but I felt it would help me on many levels if I could just put my words out there for anyone to read. If anything, maybe my words and regrets will help others to not make the same mistakes I have made along my path. I am also hoping to help others like me say what they need to say. I know it will not be the same as saying it to the loved one, but maybe it will help in the healing process.